Calexto

Life moves at a pace so fast my soul gets past in the corner of a classroom. I sound bitter but in fact I'm happy because it seems for once I sing on key and my ki is focused on what needs to be done so let it run till the earth spins off its axis and there is no more fun.

Between so many lies A man can drown When these mistruths Control the scope of his being.... Life is an endless riddle One that starts with a cell And ends in silence Rarely answered Sometimes it's best to rise Through the bearing of that painful crown Thorns draw blood and make roots But struggle forth and continue seeing Listen to the fiddle Let it quell The souls arrogance Though it seems so absurd The end result is a man who stands free on his own two while the world batters him relentlessly. Senselessly and with much futility they beat on me and these are the words I have left for anyone who has the misfortune to follow m

My light Rising from the ashes From Ground fertilized by fire Fighting through the burn From the Pious Righteousness is lost Still I stay true to myself Despite constant destruction The life of my soul Renewed Sprouts Growing through scorched earth Roots penetrating Waiting To grow up... To be scorched again... To rise from the ashes... A cyclical process With no end in sight A constant pain I just can't fight

Morality is not defined by god Not mine Morality is a method For me For man To protect each other And by proxy Protect themselves Sometimes.... difficult Combating the Id I want it so bad I can taste it Delicious But I must protect it Why? I'm not even sure

I have Very little to live For I'm nothing And so much less To die For I'm hopeless slowly writhing in pain Killing myself Can't get through the day Sanction it at all But My world is gray I can't stop it

Our souls Dancing around each other Nervous Mind wrecking Waiting for the other..... When our souls Collide The unending Beauty A fallout so pure You'll forget about Unicorns and rainbows Fated to be Extirpated from me I pray for you back Religiously I can see you so clearly Dancing around me Lets come together And start the mending Bring this beautiful chapter To a more beautiful ending

Fitting to have fallen Into something so pure? Love is a poison A clever one at that Love Like a good venom brings death so softly right to your side Elated How you feel When the sickle approaches Crying out to rend flesh Hah A trap so beautiful Like a fly to that flower It snapped shut long ago And you still haven't noticed

I envy talent Talent Born into greatness Not I I am a lesser being One who scraped And scratched Spent hours Making every move Again...... AGAIN Rewriting, rewriting Pacing And eventually It flows Like muscle memory But I envy talent Those who don't Scrape and scratch Till bloodied are fingers the greater beings and I..... am not one of them

The source of it all What flows from the pen The flow may yet end A forbidden place But only at its peaks The purest pain And the darkest cure The stains of my soul lay there A map A map of my hopes and dreams My nightmares I long to pass these sacred grounds Up to the peaks I could take a peek Peer into my soul Find the thing that makes me whole but..... could I really come back again?

A medley of fears Haunt the night A never ending Self loathing pushes me from ease Who knows what will be broken When I awake Who's lives may be taken When slumber takes Could I live with myself knowing.... I slept through the hour of need Till I fall from nothing left Or till I take the plunge to death I'll stay awake to watch you still For all I have is my own will